Adin

So Adin and I have gotten a lot closer over the past few weeks. He is such an understanding person and I love it. I told him I wasn't ready to be in a relationship, and even though I told him not to he said he is going to wait for me. When I'm with him my mind goes blank, and I can just relax. I've never had that. It is so amazing to be able to just be myself with someone. I need more time to myself though before I try to be in another relationship because my feelings for Ben are still very strong. I saw my friend Katie the other day and she said that he still texts her all the time....that hurts. But then again I hurt him by leaving him. Whatever.